Last Few Days
>> Sunday, January 24, 2010
- Work life is busy. Added responsibilities. Which is a good thing since many people seem to have that kind of confidence in me. Makes me slightly nervous. Hope I can live up to their expectations. The next few weeks shall be very hectic. Nice. Since I had become very lazy.
- Ran the marathon last Sunday. The dream run. Great experience. Amazing how total strangers irrespective of class, creed, race, religion,colour, gender, come out to cheer others. There were live bands, music, and a general carnival atmosphere. Plan to run the half marathon next year. have to train for it though. Would be fun to run on the Bandra Worli sea link.
- Met friends the week before. It was an overnight thing. My trekking group. And we were laughing non stop for 5 hours. Drank a lot. Went out for street side coffee at 330 in the morning. Did not sleep the entire night, sang songs, danced, opened champagne and had a fabulous time. Having such good friends is such a blessing.
- Saw a play yesterday at Prithvi. "Sex, Morality and Censorship". It was about censorship in art. Specifically in theatre. Awesome play. Must watch. Amazing scripting, great acting and fabulous everything... It was an eyeopener for me. It was based on a Marathi play and the furore it created in the 70's. I am a Maharashtrian and its a pity that I know so little about my own culture.
- After the play went out for dinner with a friend and her date. The date found me more interesting than her, made it very obvious, she too noticed it. I did not like the feeling and felt like an intruder. Tried to be rude to him and act uninteresting. He has sent me a friend request on FB. I think I shall ignore it. Makes me think, "Why does it always happen that the wrong types fall for me and I manage to drive the interesting ones away?"
- And among all the above activities , I missed him terribly. Could not (cant) get him out of my mind. It did not help that we had an argument and are not in touch since the last 3 weeks or so. I so so wanted him to be with me when I was doing all the above things. But I know that it was not my fault in whatever happened and I just spoke my mind. Too bad that he does not seem to think so. Should I initiate a conversation again? But I have taken efforts and he does not seem to want to reciprocate. I have to be strong.
- Am going for a trip to Alibaug in a couple of weeks. Looking forward to that. Should be fun.
My social life is quite busy which is a really good thing. But there is something missing. Wish that something could be fixed magically . *sigh*.
13 comments:
These are interesting updates... Congratulations on running the marathon! and thank you for your generous comments on my blog. I hope that you are able to open it in your workplace now :-)
it's gonna be a disaster if you add your friend's date...:D
drinks and coffee??
very bad combination...:P
coffee will make the hangover the next day even worse...
first decide for yourself whose fault it was..if it was yours then initiate the convo...
still dont think it's love??
even when you are out with friends and he's on your mind??
:D
p.s.
i think i have to update you on blogging etiquette...once someone comments on your comment form, you have to reply...:P
or else just close the comments for your posts... :)
Sounds like you are having fun!!
Raji,
Thanks.
No. Still not able to open in office. But never mind, I do check ur blog from home, generally on weekends
Devil,
Cld u please give me ur name? Invent a ficticious one if u dont want to reveal ur trune name. Difficult to address u as devil :)
Shall not add his name.
I did not have coffee. The other had. I was too high on vodka.
No re. It was not my fault. Just told him what I thought about my feelings for certain things and that seems to have pissed him off. Want to make things normal among us, but seems difficult now. He too does not seem too keen on initiating a convo.
Na... still dont think Im in love with him. I havent even met him. I do think about him but that does not qualify me to be in love with him does it?
Yogesh,
Ya, I sure seem to be having a hectic social life currently :)
devil is my last name..call me by my first name...:D
about meeting him..i know of a gal who didnt meet her bf for 3 years..met him lastr year...:D
and many more people...
well, you really dunno what love is???
:P
Well thats nice to hear that you had a gala time with your friends. Drank a lot? About the date? You should not add him. Not unless you want to break up with your friend.
Cant get your guy out of your head? Does the urge to talk to him seen to be diminishing every passing day? Or is it growing. He may be wrong and you may be right as you say. But still, dont mindfuck urself... Go talk to him if thats what u reallw want to do...
And take a trip to arunachal... See I am the same as before.. Still promoting Arunachal.
Look who I found... Humble devil... My support structure in my failed romance... How are you my mallu devil bhai! Jumping on ur blog right now!
samby,
Dont intend to add him.
The feeling is constant. Neither diminishing nor increasing
If its bothering you so much, you should go talk to him. Get it out of the system so to speak. Just my two cents.
heyy! man its been so long since i've visited any of the blogs..my bad :( to start of..u;'ve written so much n am jus 2 posts thru!hmmm..bombay rocks..coffee at 330 in the mornin,,can happen only in mum! And i value this more after havin stayed in bangalore for 2 long years..n abt ur fight..umm i think doesnt matter whos at fault..jus confront and talk abt it..get it outta ur system..will do u a lot of good :)
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