What do You Do When
>> Wednesday, March 18, 2009
What do you do when you have the urge to scream? Scream your lungs out ?
What do you do when you get up in the mornings everyday and realise what a mess you have made of your life? Life, one third of which is already over.
What do you do when you want to cry, but the tears just wont come?
What do you do when you are left with no emotions?
What do you do when you mind is screaming at the anguish and the hopelessness of the situation even while you are in the middle of an ordinary conversation?
What do you do when you want to quit everything and just take off somewhere where no one knows you?
What do you do when nothing around you effects you anymore? Neither happiness or sadness?
What do you do when you have those fake conversations and the smiles and the laughter when inside you are crying out in pain?
What do you do when you realise that you have made a mess of not just your own life but also of the people who love and care for you?
What do you do when you stop loving and caring for the same people?
What do you do when you realise that you have failed, failed miserably in every aspect of your life?
What do you do when you undo the last decade of you life but know that it is not possible?
What do you do when you know that you are a nice person but no one has ever loved you the way you wanted them to?
What do you do when you know that no matter what do do, the situation does not seem to change?
What do you do when you tel people that you are fine but you know that you are not... because it still hurts. Hurts so much that you know that you shall suffocate because of the pain that you yourself don't realise that exists.
What do you do when you want someone to wave a magic wand to make things better... just a little better?
What do you do when you are hanging by a nail on a cliff to save your life... but at some point you know that you shall not have the strength to fight anymore and give in to the temptation of falling in the deep ravine and ending it for ever?
What do you do when you want to die, but are not quite ready for death as yet?
9 comments:
Welcome to the reality where we carry two faces to hide our true feelings.
We have to come up with our own ways to deal with it.
What do you do when you have so many questions? :P
WC to LIFE Rashmi!
If u hv asked all those qns at some point in ur life, and didnt find the answers, then girl u r LIVING life to the fullest. That's why u hv FELT all of these emotions. ur not someone who just exists...cos for someone who just exists, qns like these will never arise.
So keep going...for LIFE has so much more to offer as u go.
And ty so much for dropping by my blog on the day I was leaving, and saying few words to comfort me. It meant alot to me. Today, Im bak :)
Keshi.
ahh.. this is very touching. I wish i had the answers.
*sigh*
this was why i was offline...
hehe
sorry posted the wrong comment on the wrong post..so deleted..
:)
hmm you remind me of those days....have been through it..you'll get the answers to all these Q's...be patient....life teaches you everything...:)
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