Changes

" As the hour of departure arrives, we both go our ways. Me to live, you to die. Which path is better, God only knows".

It is not always that you read something which changes that way you think and gives a new perspective to life.

What is happening to me is surreal. It was by chance that I read a book on the Mahabharata. It caught my attention and I started reading other articles and books. How foolish was I to believe that ancient books are only about God and religion when they are actually about how you have to lead your life. How each person has his/own unique path. How nothing is a coincidence and we are just a minscule particle in the larger context of things.

It has changed me. Become more calmer and peaceful. But it has also opened new floodgates. New windows and questions on what I really want. What my purpose is in life. And I hope I find the answers. I want the quest to be over. If it does not, I am afraid of going back to my mundane existance as earlier and that is a very scary idea.

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Rains

Spent the last three days alone at home... and loved it. Was so peaceful. Will miss this peace and quiet. No wonder I desperately need to start living alone. Start to have a life of my own.

First rains in Mumbai and loving every moment of it. First rains in my own house. Would have loved to have someone share it with me but still happy . First rains always make me feel happy...as if there is a new beginning. Everything is nice and clean again.

Spent time with friends. Met new people. Came home late. Really late. Slept late. Spent time alone. Knew what I want.

Had planned something. Did not work out. But still happy. Know that I can be happy with myself and dont need anybody to make me happy.

Yes. Rains I think bring out the serenity in me.

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Nice

And What a year it has been... Great would be an understatement...And what did i do this year??

- Danced with a total stranger on the dance floor without any inhibitions for the first time in my life...
- Got a promotion
- Headed my unit in office
- fell in love
- Made some great friends
- and finally... bought my own house in Mumbai... Yes... did it finally....

And the next year shall be even better than the last...

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