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>> Friday, March 02, 2012

So, you fall down, feel betrayed, feel sad, angry, lonely and all the usual things that go with these emotions, shed a few tears after a long time, get up, dust yourself and move foward with your head held high. You do hope that someone gave you a helping hand while getting up, helping you stand back and face the world again. But you have to do it alone. Learn to be happy and strong even if you feel like shit inside. Learn to move on. All around you say that you are such a strong person, how much they admire you for it. But honestly its tough being strong always. Tough pretending that everything is right when it really isnt. And what is so wrong in being weak? Nothing if you ask me. Being weak is OK. Atleast people know that you are hurt and they care.

And you want a special person in your life to pamper you, to fight with you, to argue with you, to care about you, to walk hand in hand with you, to share your laughter and tears with you, to sit quietly on a park bench with you, to hear you talk about your day and the end of the day. A special person whom you call your own.

Its said that only if you truly love yourself do you attract love. But sometimes, just sometimes you wish people love you back no matter whether you really love yourself or not. Because no matter what, you know that deep down you are a loving person regardless of the fact that you wear a different mask externally.

4 comments:

Tall Guy March 4, 2012 at 12:39 AM  
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Tall Guy March 4, 2012 at 12:41 AM  

This is deep and can relate to it.

To be honest, I think to accept things are not ok the way we want is a sign of acceptance of moving on even though if we have to do it on our own on all alone.

Definitely its not something easily done but knowing the right reasons to do helps in moving ahead....

Tall Guy March 4, 2012 at 12:41 AM  

This is deep and can relate to it.

To be honest, I think to accept things are not ok the way we want is a sign of acceptance of moving on even though if we have to do it on our own on all alone.

Definitely its not something easily done but knowing the right reasons to do helps in moving ahead....

Rashmi March 5, 2012 at 8:59 AM  

@Tall guy,
I know its tough..

btw, u havent written in quite some time?