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So, you fall down, feel betrayed, feel sad, angry, lonely and all the usual things that go with these emotions, shed a few tears after a long time, get up, dust yourself and move foward with your head held high. You do hope that someone gave you a helping hand while getting up, helping you stand back and face the world again. But you have to do it alone. Learn to be happy and strong even if you feel like shit inside. Learn to move on. All around you say that you are such a strong person, how much they admire you for it. But honestly its tough being strong always. Tough pretending that everything is right when it really isnt. And what is so wrong in being weak? Nothing if you ask me. Being weak is OK. Atleast people know that you are hurt and they care.

And you want a special person in your life to pamper you, to fight with you, to argue with you, to care about you, to walk hand in hand with you, to share your laughter and tears with you, to sit quietly on a park bench with you, to hear you talk about your day and the end of the day. A special person whom you call your own.

Its said that only if you truly love yourself do you attract love. But sometimes, just sometimes you wish people love you back no matter whether you really love yourself or not. Because no matter what, you know that deep down you are a loving person regardless of the fact that you wear a different mask externally.