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>> Thursday, October 22, 2009

--Ive started thinking about mortality a lot nowadays... not mine but my loved ones and the thought of that is very very scary. We all know that we have t die someday but still...

--I guess for the first time spent diwali away from Mumbai. Went to Panchgani and Pune and had a great time...Fell in love with Panchgani all over again.

--everyone, weather they are rich or poor, good or bad are all given 24 hours in a day. What they make of those 24 hours depends on them. So it is pointless cribbing about how lucky some people are... and how life in unfair. We all get chances and opportunities at some point of time. Its just that most of us are too blind/dumb at that point to think, really think about what they mean to us.

--- I have learnt that you cannot depend on anyone for emotional, physical,financial support. At the end of the day, you have to take care of ourselves. Yes, friends an family is there, but they can just listen to you an give you advice. But you have to fight your own battles. and yes, it does definitely get very very lonely at times...

-- There is this calmness about me. Dont know weather its good or bad. ont know weather Im happy being myself or that Ive just given up an have adjusted with the situation.

---Small things can make you happy. Like random strangers smiling at you because you happened to take the same bus in the morning and suddenly met in the evening again.

--- There is this bus Im taking to office nowadays. The conductor and the driver and are very sweet and take good care of the passengers inspite of the bus being overloaded. They make it a point to have a good word to say and chat up with the regular commuters. Its peps up everyone and the mornings are pleasant with lots of smiling faces around inspite of the mad rush and the terrible Mumbai heat...

--- 2009 is almost coming to a close an nothing, nothing special / noteworthy has happened this year till now. So far, its been the most boring year for me.

--- I want something major and nice to happen in my life.... but it seems as if Ive been waiting forever for that something to happen....

2 comments:

Tall Guy October 23, 2009 at 4:03 AM  

Hope you get what you wish for.

Wish you belated Happy Diwali

humbl devil October 28, 2009 at 9:42 AM  

i will give you something to think about...

most of us seem to put our past in our future, while we are in the present...
and before we realize, our future becomes our past...

so to every new event or opportunity the next new moment if we start off with a clean slate...it helps..
:)