Laughter and Tears

>> Wednesday, April 23, 2008

This is what you've made of me-----

Never happy never sad,
No feelings no emotions,
No jealousy, no curiosity,
No laughter, no tears.
Just anger and a lot of bitterness...
Towards you, towards life.
Once upon a time,
Life was not so great,
But me, I was happy,
That's what you always said' you smile and laugh too much'
You never wanted me to be happy did you?
You would be proud of yourself now,
To see what you've made of a 'Bombay girl' like me...
Who neither laughs nor cries....neither for you and nor for anybody else too...

8 comments:

WritingsForLife April 23, 2008 at 1:14 PM  

beautifully said. For some strange reason, i like the bitterness of these words...

Anonymous April 23, 2008 at 5:40 PM  

Hey, learn to smile even if it hurts! and learn to cry even if it doesn't!!
Why should YOU stop doing things because of others?
Just stand up to him. And make him feel that he has lost the battle. Dard hota hai toh hone do, kyunki use koi haq nahi tumhe bewajah dard dena. Mebbe, he will come to srr things from your perspective!
And do tell him about this post of yours.

The Listener April 24, 2008 at 1:25 AM  

Bitter words give a vent to those feelings which sweet words can never give even if they wish to.
lovely post!

Rashmi April 24, 2008 at 9:35 AM  

raji,
thanks. i always seem to write well when im sad...

Rashmi April 24, 2008 at 9:38 AM  

@anon,
thanks. making him read this post will be futile... he will never understand ....if he had such feelings, he wld never have done what he did...i dont want to prove anything to him. its just the way ive become because of what he did...

Rashmi April 24, 2008 at 9:38 AM  

gamer,

thanks

Anonymous April 24, 2008 at 3:30 PM  

But still, someone does need to show a mirror to his face!
Rest, aapki ikcha!

Rashmi April 24, 2008 at 9:20 PM  

anon,

who are u?

he does have an idea abt all this. but it does not affect him in the least.... he is too selfish and self centered